She Should Not Have

No.
She shouldn't have asked him to go there.
Neither should she called her friend.

She shouldn't have introduced him to her friend.
Not when she clearly understands that her friend is better than her.

And she shouldn't have convinced her friend to come along,
and stayed with her.

She shouldn't let him keeping her friend's pictures.
Neither should she left him alone with her friend for a while.

Possessive? Much.
Crazy? A bit.
Defense system? Absolutely.

She knows for sure she will suffer of broken heart if he leaves her.
No, she shouldn't have loved him this much.

Maybe this time she should step back and slowly disappear,
until the storm calmed down. When she can see the sun again.

She shouldn't have gotten serious about it.
Neither should she given her all.
Now she's crying in her sleep, wishing that she can just disappear,
and thinking that she should not have.